Soooo...it's been about 2 years since that last blog, and it's been...mixed, to say the least.

Russia vs. Ukraine, Covid died, And I passed high school.

I could start by saying I got addicted to using discord since 2022, and that I've tried and failed many times to have successfull relationships, there were good and bad times, but lately, it's just been...irratating, to put it simply.

My parents put me in internships in hotels, because there aren't many open sectors over here, which I hated.

Was first in a hotel named the JW Marriott, doing rotations in F&B, hated it, bf cheated and "replaced" me (his own words), because I barely spent any of my remaining free time with me (did 8 hours shifts from Mon to sat, treated piss poorly, and jobs felt a bit degrading, had to wake up at 5:30, 2 hour long trip on a van). Second one went better, but a notion has been scemented: NEVER DOING HOSPITALITY AGAIN, EVEN IN SMALL UNI SIDE GIGS.

Lately, since March 26th, got me a new boyfriend, met face to face once, will pay for his ticket to France for christmas, gonna studi history in uni for like, 3 years, and, well, plan the future with my boo, I guess.

Sooooo, yeah. Life has been rocky, but frankly, I think it was worth it to keep on living. Gonna try new indentities and sexual orientations, try new fashions, and more Japanese cuisine, lots more to try I gues.

Life is hard, it's complicated. But I learned the big lesson: "No matter how deep you fall, it always eventually stops. The is always an end to a losing streak. And at some points, things start looking up again."

I personally would like to thank EVERYBODY here for talking me out of this, starting with Cyberdevil, Tom Fulp, and a few other I gotta catch the names of again.

Thank you Newgrounds. I'll see you all on my first day of University!

I cut my wrist 10 minutes ago, yeah...and somehow survived to tell the tale. My good friend on Discord convinced me to see the Doctor, and it was obvious I skipped all the medical checkup for 30 months straight. Constant humiliation, diminishing, and people just making me feel awful. I cracked mentally probably months ago, and it was only a matter of time before the body met the soul.

I fucking hate this world, and I regret patching up my cuts.

I should have died.

I have returned from a long Depression transformation, and patient Study only to come back here ENRAGED once again by a stack of CORPSE-PROFITEERING REPTILIAN THIEVES ATTACKING MY BIGGEST SOURCE OF ARTISTIC INSPIRATION!

Some pig recently claimed Kitty0706's entire content and though he could get away with it.

I SAY WE WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS!

As retaliation, I say we BAN those profiteers OFF this great platform so that they don't put their reeking hands of thievery off our content creators!

I already disapproved of those idiotic and legally worthless NFTs, but now I CONDEMN THEM AND DECLARE THEM ILLEGAL AND ILLEGITIMATE IN VALUE!

BAN THEM OFF NEWGROUNDS OR I WILL DEAL WITH THOSE THIEVES MYSELF!

COME ON GUYS! THERE ARE SOME REPIRSALS TO DO!

Dear Newgrounds community,

You've brought me much. A lot in fact. Support, care, and entertainment for the last few years I've spent as an official member. But life gets worse daily and there is only so much I can handle. I've fallen into a deep depression because of being lonely and constantly desperate, I perform poorly at high school and I just feel like there is no hope left. I have to waste the rest of my time studying worthless and useless subjects and revise for stupid exams while dealing with constant mocking for being the only single at my high school.

I've seen a lot of change, controversy, and Madness animations here, and I really wish I could come back, but, with those desperate situation I deal with, I think this is only the beginning of my downfall.

I wish you all the best of luck with your lives while I salvage as little as left I have as chances to make it in this awful world.

Farewell, and salutations, Newgrounds,

From a wannabe someone,

SFN.

Shouds aie sends roblox picturez?

Guys i NEED to talk to cheshyre, so please help!

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